June 20th, 2010
In the shadow of my conquest, my hopes and dreams turn to dust. How long have I said someday. How long have I said maybe. How long have I wished... wished to see that which I believed. I see it now. Several lives have I forsaken. Several lives have forsaken me. An uncertain, unpredictable, undestined chain of events leads me to where I stand.
I did not have to be here.
For I have once chosen to end my life, chosen not to be metaphorical, chosen to trade space and time for an eternity in peace. It seemed worth it. In time, I will have recognized that my immortality in non-existence awaits me not because I wish it, but inspite of it. I will have realized that in my quest to live with others, for others, of others, and by others, I had perhaps neglected to live for just one more...
Me.
My senses grow numb. My knees weak. The quest is over. Barlacha has been conquered. Its all downhill from here...
"What is the use of this plastic", says the Major inspecting the area as he taps my knee guards.
"It's to protect me from getting hurt."
"Does it protect you?"
"Better than most people."
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